Day after day, keep on searching, hunting jobs. It is not that good even though I am a full time job hunter. Almost 2 months, maybe 3 months, keeping on hunting jobs. A little bit pissed off, on my self......and, my ex-bosses. (well, u know when man keeps on facing failure, there are so many excuses)
There were no competencies for me to survive in nowadays IT industry. People always thinking that: I deserve better, much more better than that... And, I am one of them. I am not that cool in this fast changing technology track.
You know what, the past years experiences on web application development is fake. They are totally useless. J2EE is not that easy to understand anymore. Struts, Spring, and other frameworks drive me crazy. I don't have such experience!!! What's it all about??? I have no idea. Why is the world loves Oracle, WebSphere??? Why??? I got nothing to do with them all!!! Nothing!!! So I got nothing to do now, right? I knew that I ought to learn them all. But, learned is not equals to having working experiences on them. That's matter.
I'm not saying the level of system analyst, even developer, I am not qualified for this. So what should I do? Is this concluding that my past ten years was on a wrong track? That is ridiculous. Don't you think I was not working hard in those years? Huh?.....That's enough....that's enough....
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