Free note

Don't know starting from when, both my blogs are filling with negative energy. Hope could stay the dark side here instead of else where.
Just had a little chat with my uncle today. We came up the same feeling that the world is twisted somehow. Maybe both of us are in a similar situation, mentally. We do not accept the twist, but have to compromise, anyhow. That is sad, but it is true. We do not have right to say because we need to earn our life. At the end, this will actually be torturing our mind that makes us suffocated. We knew that we need to change, but it is so hard especially when you are with a lot of burdens.
Telling others to let go and find your way to be happy is real easy. What about telling yourself to work in this way? What about the change make you fail? What would be the consequence? Obviously, it is a risk management, and with emotion involvement. 90% of people would choose no change to avoid the risk rather than facing it. Because, all knew that the consequence is you would lose everything. The worst is that you are not living alone. You are with your family that you would not let them to suffer. This is a real man business.
Still, sad, but it is true.