Another stage

Things may go wrong or the other way round, the real deal is how you see them.

When were young, you believed you can change the world, in any ways, any how. That was at the time your internal flame was overwhelming. Once you were grown for a certain period, the flame shrunk, day by day. Your strength no matter at physical or mental side went down together. Any kind of actions with any kind of reasons came from above sound normal. This is very scary. The first question came up is: what will gonna be for the rest of life? Second: Is the world running in this way for most of the people? Third: Accepting it, is not that hard, isn't it?

The only thing left to support staying reason will probably be the pay check. In addition to the usual laziness of man kind, the comfort zone. Created a very strong standing point. But this really made one struggle. Even though it was convinced by the pay check, productivity or performance will be compromised. Then the depreciating performance will be revealed as expected. The consequence will be: increasing the risk of losing the job.

So, when you sensed something, you know you need a remedy. But the truth is you did not have many choices. Still, you have to move forward if you do not want to be compromised.