Similar situation

Similar situation happened 12 years ago. In the same company, without a good boss, without a good set of gears, stuck in that stagnant water, without visionary path, without too much hope, without miracle, and luckily with pay check.

The good thing last time was, I was still young. Now, I am an uncle. Guts got smaller, head got smaller, mouth got bigger. The comfort zone is too big for now, as the burden got heavier and heavier. Sounds familiar? Right, the middle age crisis.

Believe there should be a way out, somehow. Once you get through, you will be the king. To say this afterward should be easy. So how about you are still in the middle of that lost?

Let it be? Things will be gone? Or I will be gone? This is really hard, mentally. All things could be solved, technically. The only concern is 'How?'. Some would say, if you had a clear goal, plan on it and work that out. So true. But when you are in the mist, a normal person, mankind, will you still be able to figure out a goal? I doubt.

Sorry that the dark side is a bit heavier this time. Be gone, be fade out...